Penname: Amanda Hawthorn
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Member Since: March 21, 2017
Membership status: Member

I have been a fan fiction author for over 30 years now. I love writing and I love reading other authors beautiful creations. I'm known for my CSI and Burn Notice stories but Caryl has been pulling at my heartstrings since the very beginning 

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Stories by Amanda Hawthorn
Summary:


My entry for the Smutfest 2.0 challenge

He knew he should move, or look away, but he was transfixed, caught up in the love that burst through the walls and windows. He watched the two lovers, neither of them paying any attention to anything than each other, and he found himself holding his breath.


Categories: Nine Lives Challenge, Oneshot, Season 7
Characters: Carol, Daryl, Morgan
Genres: Angst, Challenge Response, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2235 Read Count: 532
Published: July 29, 2017 Updated: July 30, 2017
Summary:

When he turned around to face her, Carol couldn’t seem to tear her eyes away from him. He was dressed all in black, his buttoned shirt open just enough to expose a little of his chest hair and she was almost positive that he was unaware of the effect he had on many women in the joined communities.

 


Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Carol, Daryl
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 67531 Read Count: 8349
Published: May 07, 2017 Updated: July 16, 2017
Summary:

She had no idea what had just happened, but she was going out hunting with the man she was completely in love with, and he’d let her call it a date.

 


Categories: Nine Lives Challenge, Season 4
Characters: Carol, Daryl
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2231 Read Count: 382
Published: August 26, 2017 Updated: August 27, 2017
Summary:

Carol tossed the towel onto the worktop and moved closer towards him. She loved this man with every ounce of her being, and to see him like this, so agitated and obviously embarrassed…she wanted to go and find whoever had upset him and rip their throat clean out.

 


Categories: Nine Lives Challenge, Oneshot, Season 6
Characters: Carol, Daryl, Paul "Jesus" Rovia, Rick
Genres: Angst, Challenge Response, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4771 Read Count: 376
Published: October 21, 2017 Updated: October 22, 2017
Summary:

She drank him in, casting every part of him to her memory as she tried not to feel the hurt bubbling up inside her when he hadn’t even acknowledged her presence yet


Categories: Oneshot, Season 7
Characters: Carol, Daryl
Genres: Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1541 Read Count: 483
Published: April 04, 2017 Updated: April 04, 2017
Summary:

Most days she could squash the ache that was always present inside her… most days she fought with her own grief, her own guilt… but today wasn’t like most days


Categories: Oneshot
Characters: None
Genres: Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2806 Read Count: 229
Published: March 21, 2017 Updated: March 21, 2017
Summary:

All those years that Ed had blamed her for being a dried up, barren bitch and it was him that had been defective all along. If she wasn’t so stressed, she’d find the situation highly amusing, but right now, she couldn’t see the funny side. She had to face facts. She was forty six, alone and pregnant...no, not funny at all


Categories: Post-Series, Baby Fic
Characters: Carol, Daryl, Ezekiel, Jerry, Rick
Genres: Angst, Baby Fic, Romance
Warnings: Domestic Abuse (Implied), Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 17921 Read Count: 1882
Published: November 20, 2017 Updated: December 08, 2017
Summary:

Everything else from that moment blurred and the conversation disappeared into the background when all she could hear in her head were the words Daryl and death. Living in this place was hard enough, and to think that the one person she knew she couldn’t be without didn’t seem to care about his life… it was enough to send her reeling.

 


Categories: Season 5
Characters: Carl, Carol, Daryl, Judith, Maggie, Morgan, Rick
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 8029 Read Count: 897
Published: March 21, 2017 Updated: March 24, 2017
Torn by Amanda Hawthorn Rated: E Liked [Reviews - 61]
Summary:

A woman was judged on her abilities rather than her looks nowadays, and she’d been fine with that aspect of the apocalypse...but when the new blonde managed to turn Daryl’s head, those old feelings of inadequacy found their way inside her mind, and they just wouldn’t let her go.

 


Categories: Season 5, Post-Series
Characters: Carol, Daryl
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 26204 Read Count: 3910
Published: August 06, 2017 Updated: September 03, 2017
Summary:

This was serious now, and he hadn’t really had time to think of how they were going to handle being this close to each other. They hadn’t spoken of sleeping arrangements or how they were going to do this exactly, but when he turned to look across at her, he could see her eyes shining through the dimness of the room.


Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Carol, Daryl
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 41129 Read Count: 3579
Published: September 16, 2017 Updated: October 29, 2017